tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-36648525566953760642024-03-06T12:14:24.462+08:00FMFA’sbe you.atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.comBlogger103125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-50195040092231156412021-07-14T00:35:00.003+08:002021-07-14T00:35:41.494+08:00Go Away<p> I know, it's already July.</p><p>And I know I always come here only when I'm feeling stressed out.</p><p><br /></p><p>It's been more than a year, all these PKP, PKPD, PKPB, PKPP and I don't know what other name they'll come with after this, but.. I think I'm okay all this while, I think?</p><p><br /></p><p>Eat well when I'm happy.</p><p>Eat well when I'm angry.</p><p>Eat well when I'm stress.</p><p><br /></p><p>Eat well=live well, no?</p><p><br /></p><p>Of course no. Breaking down twice in eight month. Can't focus most of the time, sometimes lost my interest on what I love to do, sleep at 2-3 in the morning for almost a month now (idk why tbh), feeling guilty to everyone but did nothing at all to fix it, want to leave all my position, loved people who don't love me, just tired.</p><p><br /></p><p>Opss! I do have best things happened around me too.</p><p>Ibu, abah and me painted my room, the birth of Maryam, Fahim, Uthman (my friends babies ofc), got a salary raise, joined online courses and...what else? Can't think of anything.</p><p><br /></p><p>May better days will come ahead for us after this, insya-Allah. Till then.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://data.whicdn.com/images/320936921/original.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="781" data-original-width="800" height="313" src="https://data.whicdn.com/images/320936921/original.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p><br /></p>atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-40485004341104976542020-06-09T23:28:00.001+08:002020-06-09T23:33:19.538+08:00Reflecting<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGwcHWR_3HQdj_qNRNA9F8a0jC_piIMmKtHChGsRDEoK84i13u87m5kgp9BS8oDCXIhqCt9x_W-1hzgbPwzCksX_ub4pEVv0aF2QPnCJUuxcVBWHX4-NIqPYxmAM6gIkO0uBG4OZ_lyp8b/s1308/29e4a76f6c419c31b4c7add96547c3c9.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1308" data-original-width="736" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjGwcHWR_3HQdj_qNRNA9F8a0jC_piIMmKtHChGsRDEoK84i13u87m5kgp9BS8oDCXIhqCt9x_W-1hzgbPwzCksX_ub4pEVv0aF2QPnCJUuxcVBWHX4-NIqPYxmAM6gIkO0uBG4OZ_lyp8b/s320/29e4a76f6c419c31b4c7add96547c3c9.jpg" /></a></div>So, recently terlalu banyak overthinking dan amatlah beremosi sepanjang PKP (dan sampailah sekarang) sampai terbuat beberapa benda bodoh yang bakal disesalkan di masa hadapan.<div><br /></div><div>Maybe it's true, I need to control my overthink behaviour and emotional thingy. A lil too much will hurt people, I guess.</div><div><br /></div><div>And baru baca juga tentang suffocating friend on someone's ig story and well I guess that's perfectly describe me too.</div><div><br /></div><div>Me :</div><div><br /></div><div>An overly attached and suffocating friend - person.</div><div><br /></div><div>Someone who gets people annoyed and hate myself every single time, also someone who always play victim and all.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yang tak rasa bersalah bila buat orang marah dan menyampah.</div><div><br /></div><div>Ego, over-sensitive dan tak sabar.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yep that's me.</div><div><br /></div><div>It's always my fault, my weakness that gets people hate me.</div><div><br /></div><div>Maybe I should just shut myself up and don't get along with people. Won't annoy people and won't let them hate me too. A win-win situation aite?</div><div><br /></div><div>Let people be happy, don't suffocate them and let them be free, Fathin. Maybe that's the only way for you to change.</div><div><br /></div><div>1128 | 09062020</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div>atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-79556127607970258942020-06-07T01:29:00.001+08:002020-06-09T23:33:34.996+08:00Ya Allah,<p dir="ltr">Ya Allah,<br />
saya minta maaf sebab saya bukan hamba Engkau yang baik.<br />
Saya lebih banyak memikirkan tentang manusia dari Engkau.<br />
Saya tak letak Engkau yang pertama di hati saya.<br />
Saya lebih pentingkan apa manusia kata dari apa yang Engkau suka.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Ya Allah,<br />
saya minta maaf sebab saya tak syukur dan sabar dengan semua yang saya ada, ujian yang Engkau beri.<br />
Saya berkira bila Engkau detikkan hati untuk buat kebajikan dan sedekah.<br />
Saya lupa harta saya bukan yang ada pada saya, tapi apa yang saya beri pada semua.<br />
Saya tak rasa cukup dengan apa yang saya ada, saya haloba.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Ya Allah,<br />
saya minta maaf sebab saya sentiasa minta macam-macam.<br />
Nak itu, nak ini semua nak pada masa yang cepat.<br />
Tapi semua yang Engkau suka, saya tak buat.<br />
Kadang-kadang solat lewat,<br />
kadang-kadang lepas buat dosa tak taubat,<br />
kadang-kadang lupa yang hidup saya singkat.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Ya Allah,<br />
saya minta maaf lebih sayangkan manusia dari Pencipta saya,<br />
lebih utamakan perihal dunia dari pertemuan dengan Engkau di syurga,<br />
lebih cinta dunia dari segalanya.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Ya Allah,<br />
betulkah saya ini hamba?<br />
layakkah saya masuk ke syurga walau yang paling bawah arasnya?</p>
<p dir="ltr">1233, <a href="tel:05062020">05062020</a></p><br />atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-58512217545495148712020-06-07T01:16:00.001+08:002020-06-09T23:33:48.747+08:00Sekali lagi kembaliAda beberapa perkara yang kita tak mampu jawab hatta bila ditanya oleh orang yang paling kita percaya atau paling kita sayang pun. Mungkin hanya sebahagian dari soalan tu kita jawab, tidak akan sepenuhnya kita beri jawapan sebenar.<div><br /></div><div>It's not about feeling, I guess. Its's all about how attached we are with that person. After all, takkan pernah ada orang yang faham kita 100%. Never. Walau rapat macam mana sekalipun orang tu dengan kita, walau banyak mana buruk kita dia pernah tahu.</div><div><br /></div><div>Tapi ada Satu, </div><div>yang tak perlu kau sebut panjang-panjang...</div><div>yang tak payah nak berkias dan malu-malu...</div><div>yang tak usah kau takut kena judge.</div><div><br /></div><div>That moment, when you said "Ya Allah..." and you can't finish the sentence.</div><div><br /></div><div>That feeling, right there.</div><div>Tau-tau dah banjir je.</div><div>Sorang-sorang.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yang tahu baik buruk, salah betul, luar dalam. Knows you well even when you don't say anything. But still, be there with you.</div><div>He's there when you sad,</div><div>and He's there when you happy.</div><div><br /></div><div>Yang takkan pernah tinggal kita walaupun sesaat,</div><div>takkan pernah buang kita,</div><div>takkan biar kita sedih tanpa arah.</div><div><br /></div><div>And when you realized that, semoga perasaan itu kekal sampai bila-bila.</div><div>Knowing that you'll always have Allah by your side, everytime and anywhere...</div><div><br /></div><div>After all, only Allah's love matter.</div><div><br /></div><div>Let others be, they can say whatever they want. What's important is what Allah want. And He's never be far from us. Never.</div><div><br /></div><div></div><blockquote><div><font face="georgia"><br /></font></div><div><div align="center" style="background: white; color: #5e5e5e; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22.5px; margin: 0cm; outline: 0px; text-align: center; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><font face="georgia"><span dir="RTL" lang="AR-SA" style="outline: 0px; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;">وَإِذا سَأَلَكَ عِبادي عَنّي فَإِنّي قَريبٌ ۖ أُجيبُ دَعوَةَ الدّاعِ إِذا دَعانِ ۖ فَليَستَجيبوا لي وَليُؤمِنوا بي لَعَلَّهُم يَرشُدونَ</span><span lang="MS" style="outline: 0px; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"></span></font></div><div align="center" style="background: white; color: #5e5e5e; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22.5px; margin: 0cm; outline: 0px; text-align: center; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><span lang="MS" style="outline: 0px; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><font face="georgia">“Dan apabila hamba-hambaKu bertanya kepadamu mengenai Aku maka (beritahu kepada mereka): sesungguhnya Aku (Allah) sentiasa hampir (kepada mereka); Aku perkenankan permohonan orang yang berdoa apabila ia berdoa kepadaKu. Maka hendaklah mereka menyahut seruanku (dengan mematuhi perintahKu), dan hendaklah mereka beriman kepadaKu supaya mereka mendapat petunjuk.”</font></span></div><div align="center" style="background: white; color: #5e5e5e; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22.5px; margin: 0cm; outline: 0px; text-align: center; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><font face="georgia"><br style="outline: 0px; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;" /></font></div><div align="center" style="background: white; color: #5e5e5e; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22.5px; margin: 0cm; outline: 0px; text-align: center; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><span lang="MS" style="outline: 0px; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><font face="georgia">(Surah al-Baqarah 2 :186)</font></span></div></div></blockquote><div><div align="center" style="background: white; color: #5e5e5e; font-size: 15px; line-height: 22.5px; margin: 0cm; outline: 0px; text-align: center; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><span lang="MS" style="outline: 0px; transition: all 0.3s ease 0s;"><font face="georgia"></font></span></div></div><div><br /></div><div>There's so much thing to reflect on.</div><div>Who ever you may be, reading this...please pray for me.</div><div><br /></div><div>Thank you.</div><div><br /></div><div>0116, 07062020</div><div><br /></div>atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-48389720461953498282019-12-03T16:37:00.003+08:002019-12-03T16:37:50.419+08:00KosongIt's been a while.<br />To feel like this.<br />
Senseless.<br />
Feelingless.<br />
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Overthink.<br />
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Rasa sedih sebab terlebih fikir tentang hal-hal yang sepatutnya dianggap kecil. Hal-hal yang sepatutnya tak perlu pun untuk difikirkan secara berlebihan.<br />
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Moga Allah beri tenang semula.<br />
Doakan saya.<br />
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0312019<br />
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#np - <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NaFSSsj--Q">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3NaFSSsj--Q</a><br />baru selesai bercerita tentang umrah. rindu pada yang belum pernah bertemu.<br />
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<br />atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-43062127600319527502019-09-06T20:54:00.000+08:002019-09-06T20:54:08.540+08:00Konvo<br />
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Musim konvo kembali. KUIPSAS, KUIS, KIAS semua
duk pakat konvo minggu ni. Aam dah konvo. Alhamdulillah. Merasalah dengar <span style="font-size: x-small;">(dan
nyanyi sikit-sikit</span>) lagu KUIPSAS yang dah lama tak dengar. Merasalah ternampak
beberapa orang pensyarah yang tak sempat nak tegur langsung sebab semua <i>busy</i>
ke sana sini. Merasalah tengok sekilas pandang Canselor baru KUIPSAS, <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Pemangku Raja Pahang. Merasalah suasana duduk
luar dewan menunggu orang dalam dewan keluar. Tak tahu lagi sama ada Allah akan
bakal bagi rezeki untuk sambung belajar lagi ataupun tak, semoga yang terbaik
dan tepat pada masanya, mudah-mudahan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Ada sikit rasa rindu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Ada sikit rasa menyesal.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Ada sikit rasa sayu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Rindu suasana masa belajar kat KUIPSAS.
Menyesal sebab tak belajar elok-elok masa Allah dah bagi peluang. Sayu sebab
tak dapat <i>achieve the highest I can get that time.<o:p></o:p></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Walaupun orang kata <i>ranking and title is not
everything, but it’ll definitely means something</i>, kan?<br />
<br />
Nampak ada budak batch Aam dapat anugerah SAS <i>(the highest award on KUIPSAS
convocation), </i>nampak kawan-kawan se-diploma dulu duk dapat anugerah itu,
anugerah ini masa konvo. <i>Happy, and proud for them. </i>Sambil membayangkan <i>what
have I done in my life?<o:p></o:p></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">But! Don’t think about it too long. We have our
own journey, and we must embrace every single of it, aite?<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><br /></span></i></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Tak lama lagi ada beberapa orang sekeliling
yang bakal ‘meninggalkan’ Fathin.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Ada yang nak kawen, ada yang nak berhenti
kerja.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Sad, but life must go on</span></i><span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">. Kuat tak semestinya bila ada
ramai, sorang-sorang pun boleh kuat, kan?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Minta pada Allah, untuk bukan saja bagi kuat,
tapi juga bagi sabar.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Sabar – redha – kuat<i>, it’s all related. And
it is all easily said than done.<o:p></o:p></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><i><br /></i></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Doakan fathin, ye? :’)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<br />atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-38061275454521844942019-08-20T22:32:00.000+08:002019-08-20T22:32:06.423+08:00I'm fine (iii)Ternyata kita hanya pandai menulis pendapat dan kata-kata indah untuk tatapan manusia semata. Cuma untuk disebar ke segenap aplikasi dan media sosial, dari Facebook, Twitter, status WhatsApp ke Instagram 'story'.<br />
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Nah bila mana ujian sebenar terbuka di depa mata,<br />
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mana rasa kuat yang kita salurkan pada yang lain ?<br />
mana semangat positif yang kita laungkan selama ini?<br />
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Mana?<br />
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Ternyata kita hanyalah manusia yang cuma pandai mengindahkan kata-kata tanpa memahami semua di balik cerita dan rasa.<br />
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22:28<br />
20082019atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-59082050989046219382019-07-09T21:51:00.000+08:002019-07-09T21:53:06.624+08:00Koyak (lagi)<br />
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Harini
koyak. Sebab tak boleh tulis berita program Ahad lepas dalam masa 2 hari. Sebab
biasa lagi satu, sebab taknak susahkan orang untuk tumpang pergi <i>meeting</i>.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><i>Idk</i> lah.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Duk merungut,
duk membebel, duk mengadu kat orang.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Dah tu
bilanya nak ambik lesen? <i>Find your own alternative</i> lah, Fathin.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Rasa
serabut & kucar-kacir dah hidup. Lepastu tak boleh nak bezakan mana satu keutamanaan
mana satu benda yang<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>membuang masa.
Tertidur awal, lepas tu esok menyesal. Ulang sampai sejuta kali.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Kelakar kan
kita ni, manusia? Bila sampai satu tahap tu cakap nak berubah, nak jadi <i>better</i>,
bila sampai satu tahap --- terduduk. Ulang semula benda yang kononnya dikata
nak <i>stop</i> tu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;"><br /></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="mso-ansi-language: EN-GB;">Konon nak
mintak tolong orang-orang yang dipercayai mampu untuk bantu kita, alih-alih
tertinggal sorang. Lepas tu buat ayat sendu <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(akulah tu)</span> sebab takde sape nak
dengar cerita kita. Pastu duk <i>hashtag #ForeverAlone</i> pahceroh. Halahhhh<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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وبُثّ الدّعاءَ الخفيَّ الصّريح<br />
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<span style="color: #111111; font-family: "roboto" , "arial" , sans-serif; font-size: 14px; white-space: pre-wrap;"><br /></span>Tangisan itu jalan bahagia<br />
Lafaz jiwamu hai teman tenanglah<br />
Doa munajat dalam kesyahduan<br />
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ويبرأُ جُرحُ الكَسيرِ الجريح<br />
وينشطُ ذاكَ السّقيمُ العَلِيل<br />
وقد كانَ بالسُّقم دهرٌ طريح<br />
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ويغدو الهوا كَكبشٍ ذبيح<br />
بِذكر الإلهِ تطيبُ الحياة<br />
تُسرُّ أساريرَ وجهٍ صبيح</blockquote>
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2240 | 09072019 | 07111440atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-7320875402799015462019-03-03T15:50:00.000+08:002019-03-03T15:50:47.766+08:00Put trust in Allah, and everything will be okayIt was a thrilled day.<br />
From can't find the bus platform to pray in a rush just because I'm afraid the bus will leave me at the stop.<br />
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I am thankful for the pakcik driver who tell me silently (I don't really know if others heard it too but it feel like that) that we can pray at the stop although he did said clearly before that "toilet toilet". Well, usually if the driver said "toilet" like that it just mean the stop will just be 10 minutes.<br />
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Earlier, I did feel uncomfortable when the pakcik driver smoked while driving, but hey now he's being as considerate as he can with his bus passenger. At first, I'm being unsure whether should I pray at the surau or not, but then I saw the pakcik driver is praying from the men's surau. I quickly entered the woman's surau and pray while feeling anxious since I kept hearing bus's honk outside.<br />
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<br />atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-50907407294426290702019-01-03T22:58:00.001+08:002019-01-03T22:59:47.226+08:002019, bismillah<p dir="ltr">Alhamdulillah for another year.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Dah nak masuk hari keempat 2019, tapi baru tergerak hati nak update blog 😂 kononnya nak lagi rajin update blog in 2019, permulaan pun dah hampeh 😂</p>
<p dir="ltr">Anyhow, so harini dah second day sekolah, and second day jugaklah pinggang dengan kaki rasa nak patah. Lain macam aktif budak-budak tahun ni. Ataupun sebenarnya Fathin yang dah tua?  (24 y/o till 5th March okay 😎)</p>
<p dir="ltr">Semalam saje usik Haziq cakap muallimah taknak ajar haziq dahhh (sebab dah 5 tahun, so tukar kelas & cikgu except subjek Arab, Maths dengan Sains) lepas tu dia tutup-tutup mulut muallimah dengan tangan sebab taknak dengar muallimah cakap benda tu. Huuuu sedih i. Sebab dah overly attached dengan diorang, and sebab diorang dah macam "first born" bila start jadi muallimah. We may lack in things tahun lepas, tapi the bonding is strong. Cuma kena positifkan diri je, maybe dengan student tahun ni baru lagi jadinya belum "click" lagi kot 😂<br>
Kelas budak-budak tahun lepas depan kelas sekarang je, tapi muallimah sendu dia macam jauh sangat. Luls. Semoga baik-baik saja, kids ❤</p>
<p dir="ltr">Life update yang lain, takde rasanya setakat ni. Orang lain ada lah banyak update nak ber-anak lah, nak kawen lah 😂 sis setakat ni kosabajapbagiakusettlelifejap.</p>
<p dir="ltr">My goals for this year would be...</p>
<p dir="ltr">1) be more grateful<br>
2) read more<br>
3) write more<br>
4) speak only when it's needed (susah sikit, tapi we can try kan?)<br>
5) control emotion<br>
6) save more moneyyyyy<br>
7) buy less things</p>
<p dir="ltr">Moga-moga ada yang tercapai, ameen 😂</p>
<p dir="ltr">Semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan, dari segi ibadat, diri sendiri dan hubungan antara makhluk insya-Allah.<br>
Till next time, salam.</p>
<p dir="rtl">٢.١٩, بسم الله<br></p>
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Sorry for ranting on about your marriages.</div>
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Sorry for being such a nuisance friend when I should be all excited and happy about the wedding.</div>
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Terima kasih sebab selalu jadi tempat ranting on, mengadu, membebel, mintak nasihat, gaduh, pengkomen tegar design-design poster, tanya hukum, emergency bank and topup, my all in one rujukan, a person who always makes me feel annoying, the one who always being so natural, tak senonoh kekadang, the bossy one, the one who a sister and a brother to me, yang boleh cakap pasal kucing lama, the one who influenced me so much from Harry Potter to Bahubali, from Phantom of the Opera to Crime K-Drama. Definitely one of my treasure to keep. MA, jago dio molek eh! Selamat dibebel.</div>
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Dear Auni,</div>
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Terima kasih sebab selalu jadi driver walaupun jauh nak pusing balik rumah hang, jadi tempat bincang hal-hal serius <span style="font-size: x-small;">(ada ke?)</span>, the matured one from us four <span style="font-size: x-small;">(walaupun birthday hang lambat sekali, kaitan tak?)</span>, the one who always suggest mana nak makan, the one who can understand betapa susahnya jadi anak sulung, yang selalu ada walaupun kekadang lambat reply WhatsApp, the one who always buat aku fikir macam-macam tiap kali dia bukak mulut cerita about everything, our naqibah in most of our usrah, maybe the most decent one perangainya out of us four <span style="font-size: x-small;">(haha!)</span>. One of my precious absolutely. AH, hang tak bagi dia pergi program, jumpa kitorang, siap hang! Tolong bagi dia kurang sikit kerut bila ambik gambar.</div>
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-74751973775723823652018-11-03T13:25:00.001+08:002018-11-03T13:25:33.310+08:00[REVIEW] D Hotel Seri IskandarSalam and hi!<div>
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Sebab dah lama tak <i>update blog so I've decided to make an update on hotel review</i> (<i>random</i> tak? haha). Alhamdulillah 20 - 21 Oktober lepas kena pergi Kursus <i>for my 2nd Semester on </i>Diploma Pendidikan Awal Kanak-kanak (DPAK) bawah Institut Pendidikan Pasti Malaysia (IPPM). Sem 1 dah settle and alhamdulillah lepas <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(tapi tak dean list...).</span></div>
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So, for the second semester IPPM buat kat D Hotel Seri Iskandar ni. Walaupun mula-mula macam sedih gilaaaa tak dapat ikut ibu abah balik Terengganu sebab ada kenduri kahwin saudara belah ibu, tapi itulah. Muallimah terpaksa mengikhlaskan hati masa on the way tu. Demi sebuah semester untuk pengajaran yang lebih baik untuk student <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(tiberr</span>). <i>Excited</i> lah sikit sebab berzaman dah tak tidur hotel luls tapi tak <i>put high expectation</i> sangat pun <i>about the hotel</i> sebab sehari je kan tidur, takkanlah IPPM nak bagi <i>check in</i> hotel yang <i>grand-grand</i> kan haha.</div>
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<i>First thing</i> yang perasan masa datang situ, kat logo hotel kat bangunan tu ada logo Billion Mall sekali. Rupa-rupanya memang hotel dengan Billion tu <i>attach</i> sekali. Dari hotel pun boleh nampak Billion bahagian dalam. Tapi takdelah <i>excited</i> sangat sebab bukan jenis selalu pergi Billion. Tapi <i>I was wrong </i>wehh macam-macam ada kat situ rupanya haha. Ada cinema sekali wuu I thought Billion selalu macam mall biasa je. Part paling best ialah dia ada Watsons <i><span style="font-size: xx-small;">(skincare shopping ftw!).</span></i> Tengah-tengah hotel ada macam <i>mini park</i> <i>so</i> macam bolehlah nak <i>selfie-selfie</i> ke, <i>group photo</i> ke (tapi ramai orang suka ambik gambar kat <i>pool </i>je haritu <i>why</i> haha)</div>
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Tragedi Oktober : berkejar pergi lobi sebab lambat <i>check out</i>, kad dah<i> terminated</i> 😂</div>
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D Hotel Seri Iskandar ;</div>
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Room : ⭐⭐⭐⭐</div>
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Facilities : ⭐⭐⭐</div>
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-58753363606182766342018-08-07T21:31:00.001+08:002018-08-07T21:31:44.957+08:00Today, Abah turned right instead of leftTadi balik kerja lambat jugaklah dalam 6 lebih baru abah sampai, sekali dah nak sampai rumah abah belok kanan kat simpang. It should be left. Aku dah malas dah nak pergi tempat lain sebab nak qadha tidur semalam.<br />
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Abah berhenti kat bank. Keluar duit. Kebetulan kat luar tu ada orang jual-jual kacang, air macam tu. Indian. Mula macam okay takpelah kan. Then terperasan depan meja dia ada kad OKU. My heart softens. Habis teringat semua pesanan-pesanan yang kalau kita tolong orang kita dapat pahala, dapat bahagiakan diorang semua tu 😂 And since I'm myself memang suka makan segala jenis kacang and stok memang dah habis, i slowly walk to the table and bought some.<br />
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He doesn't really show it, but he's happy.<br />
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Apa lagilah alasan kita untuk tak usaha untuk dapatkan apa yang kita nak bila tengok orang yang kurang upaya punya usaha? 😢 Kadang-kadang kita rasa macam susah dah tapi lagi ramai orang susah dari kita. Keluar je dari rumah macam-macam hikmah dan keadaan orang Allah tunjuk. Kita je kena berfikir.<br />
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For that uncle, I hope you find happiness and I hope Allah will help you along the way. As Allah is ar- Rahman--- He will help everyone and will definitely not being picky about races or religion. After all, we're all His creation.<br />
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A reminder for me ; kalau dah terdetik nak tolong, tolong je. Jangan fikir banyak kali. Hak kita adalah yang kita beri, bukan yang kita ada.<br />
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So, yeah. That's the hikmah when abah turned right instead of left today. Alhamdulillah.<br />
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<br />atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-78901610718366215302018-07-26T23:00:00.001+08:002018-07-26T23:30:10.861+08:00<p dir="ltr">I will not find any excuses and yes it's my fault.</p>
<p dir="ltr">Childish.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I am definitely far away from being a well-behaved woman. I'm just being a disaster everywhere I go.</p>
<p dir="ltr">I don't know how to say sorry and I don't know how to explain things.</p>
<p dir="ltr">26 Julai 2018<br>
Usrah DMP</p>
atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-54187371545446426612018-07-14T16:34:00.000+08:002018-07-14T23:46:54.949+08:00#AtengBaca : Suri Hati Tok Guru Nik Abdul Aziz<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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Buku ni dibeli sekali dengan akak-akak dalam <i>group WhatsApp</i>, Kak Tikah ajak beli sekali untuk jimat <i>postage and of course to share the goodness about this one wonderful woman</i> <3 Dah lama beli, tapi bulan April baru terasa nak selak *<i>sight</i>*</div>
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Buku ni takdelah cerita menyeluruh satu-satu tentang Datin Hajah Tuan Sabariah (Che Yah) dari <i>A to Z,</i> tapi dengan cerita-cerita dari buku ni boleh buat kita kenal dan kagum dengan wanita yang sentiasa ada di sisi Murabbi Ummah, Tuan Guru Nik Aziz. Dari cerita mengenai awal perkahwinan sehinggalah ke hujung hayat Tuan Guru, semua diceritakan serba sedikit dalam buku ni. Sedikit, tapi padat. </div>
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Dari bacaan sahaja, dah boleh bayang macam mana lembutnya Che Yah, macam mana sopan-santunnya beliau. Ditambah pulak dengan pertalian darah dengan keturunan diraja, <i>so</i> segala protokol, kelakuan pun sangat dijaga dengan berhati-hati. <i>(Inspiring!) </i><span style="font-size: x-small;">Mari doakan seorang Fathin menjadi sopan juga.</span><i> </i>Mesti segan kalau ada rezeki boleh jumpa dengan Che Yah (insya-Allah).</div>
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<i>Overall, </i>buku ni <i>best! </i>Teringin nak cari buku yang cerita lagi <i>details </i>tentang pasangan sejoli ni (siapa tau boleh<i> suggest</i>! ).</div>
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-43827622858785924172018-05-29T11:12:00.004+08:002018-05-29T11:13:56.942+08:00My First Teacher's Day!Salam dan hai!<br />
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Tak kisahlah walaupun hari guru dah berapa minggu berlalu, tetap jugak nak share. Mana tau nanti dah tua (sekarang muda eh?) boleh mengimbau kenangan balik. ececey<br />
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It was a normal morning. Nothing special, and we don't even expect anything from the kids sebab budak-budak ni manalah tau bila hari guru ke, ape ke kan. Even their own birthdays pun diorang tak hafal 😂<br />
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Tiba-tiba ada budak excited, datang-datang terus ;<br />
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"Muallimah, Irham bawak pen!"<br />
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And the surprise continue with lots of giftsssssss!</div>
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ulang-alik be it jalan kaki, naik bas, Uber atau abah hantar. Haha. It’s a
pleasure tho. Dapat kenal budak-budak tu walaupun sekejap, and tak mengajar pun
(except ajar iqra’ sikit-sikit and things). Banyak main je. Rasa macam kat situ
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one, it’s awkward. Sebab tak biasa ada ramai budak and kebisingan
yang...subhanallah. haha. Dari dulu paling bising pun tahap apelah sangat, kat
sekolah, kat Kipsas. Yang ni semua jenis ada -- jerit, menangis, nyanyi, belum
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sama ada sebab tak mengajar atau dah
terbiasa, tak rasa penat macam kerja yang sebelum ni. Sebab bukan kena kerja
sepanjang hari kat sana, masa budak-budak tidur we get to rest and all, so rasa
macam buat kerja rumah je. Tambah pulak kena sediakan makanan (bukan masak,
sediakan je dalam talam), kemas, basuh and all. So, memang rasa macam buat
kerja rumah je. Minus the kebisingan of course. Haha. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I learned a
lot from the kids tho. Walaupun diorang budak-budak from 4-6 years je pun, tapi
they give a lot of things to think. Selain tu of course, melatih kesabaran
seorang Fathin untuk berada di tahap tertinggi (walaupun kekadang fail haha).
It’s an accomplishment untuk diri sendiri kot? Sebab aku teringat aku pernah
cakap kat Kak Ainun, and other people...<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Tapi
suprisingly, I never land my hand on anyone at Pasti haha. Paling-paling pun
jerit yang tak berapa nak kuat sebab ada yang duk main sepak terajang kepala (Ekstrem
k bebudak sekarang main). Sejak follow beberapa page yang share tips macam mana
nak jaga budak and all, I think marah and pukul is not the only solution untuk
bagi budak-budak dengar cakap kita. Ada masa kena cakap elok-elok, bagi dia
duduk atas riba cakap slow-slow dengan dia. They’ll understand it slowly
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weird thing is..idk kenapa straight dua minggu, hari Jumaat je demam. Balik je
petang Jumaat tu, mesti rasa lembik gila badan. Pandai cari masa yang sesuai
untuk demam ek haha. Badan terkejut sangat kot sebab overly active melayan
budak-budak. Mana taknya, hari-hari kena cekik masa main, kena angkat 3-4 orang
pastu pusing, belum kira kena melayan yang suka main peluk tetiba dari
belakang. Hadeww. Rindu.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Mula-mula tu
tersangatlah tak biasa sebab aku sangat-sangat jarang pegang tangan orang or
vice versa. I do less skinship even to people who close to me. Tapi bila dengan
budak-budak tu, rasa macam dah terbiasa. I don’t feel awkward at all after a
while. Kadang-kadang sentuhan tu yang buat lagi senang kita nak memahami
dorang. Idk. This is from my observation and experience. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">It’s only
three weeks and I’m already attached to them. Masa tengok video yang adik Dayah
buat masa Jamuan Akhir Tahun tu pun, aku ternangis sikit. Hahahaha. Payah jugak
jenis overly attached ni, semua benda nak emo. Orang lain biasa je padahal. Lol.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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that I choose to send the resume that time and of course I’m glad that I get to
know every single kids there (walaupun ada yang duk tertukar nama lagi masa
last day haha). I don’t expect them to remember me for a long time, but if they
do, I would be happy and that’s enough for a 3 weeks muallimah :’)</span></div>
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt;"><span style="font-family: inherit; font-size: 12pt;">Semoga Muayyad, Asadel, Afnan, Ammar Amsyar, Ammar Solihin, Ashman, Wafi, Rusydan,
Iman, Adam, Muadz, Harraz Umar, Umar Fahri, Aydin, Irfan, Adam Irsyad,
Muhammad, Adeef, Aqeef, Sufi, Shafeez, Fateh, Asyraf, Syahmi Amin, Aqil,
Syahmi, Qayyum, Danish, Darwish, Zaki, Waiz,Hazim, Husni, Munir, Atif Firash,
Hamizan, Iman Maisarah, Nurul Iman, Kaisara, Naqibah, Sarah, Aina, Anis,
Anisah, Qisya, Syasya Qaisara, Syasya Alia, Yaya, Dhia Qhairina, Dhia Qalesya,
Auni, Syuhada, Ira, Damia, Amani, Azra, Amna (dan lagi beberapa yang tak ingat
nama tu) sentiasa dilindungi Allah dan jadi manusia yang berguna. All of you
maybe won’t understand this but I’ll make sure that I don’t forget to keep all
of you in my prayers. You are now a part of happiness in my life.</span></span></span></div>
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bias but Muayyad and Asadel will always be in my mind I think. Asadel is such a
happy go lucky child with his loud and clear voice. Bubbly and cheerful duk
usung bantal busuk dia tu ke mana-mana. Rindu nak main sorok-sorok bantal dia
btw. Huhu. Sepanjang tiga minggu, pernah nampak sekali je dia marah. Sebab
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Muayyad is..idk. Mula-mula ingat dia jenis senyap dan pendiam. Tapi bila main
dengan Wafi, elok je kuat suara dia walaupun bukan menjerit kuat macam Asadel. Masa
minggu last tu, his voice suddenly kuat je sepanjang masa. Baca doa pun kuat.
Tapi bila muallimah tanya soalan depan-depan, senyum-senyum malu. Hadew lah.
Macam anak dara. Lepas lari-lari main, mesti datang kat muallimah. Tak buat ape
pun, senyum je lepas tu sambung main lagi. Dari first day macam tu. We bond
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">But one thing yang macam lekat sikit dalam kepala is,
masa hari last tu. Tengah duk tengok budak-budak mewarna, tiba-tiba dia
usap-usap tangan aku. Aku macam, budak ni kenape. Haha. Khamis tu aku ade
bagitau dia, tahun depan muallimah takde kat sini dah tau. Muallimah gi pasti
baru. Muka dia berubah. Tapi yang Jumaat tu, aku perhati je dia duk usap-usap
tangan, lama. Entahlah, kita selalu ingat budak-budak tak faham erti kan kalau
dah tak jumpa, tapi Muayyad ni...entah. sesuatu. Setiap kali lepas solat pun,
tak pernah miss nak salam muallimah while others kadang-kadang terus main/
tidur je lepas solat. And on last day jugak I heard he called me “Muallimah”
for the first time. Terharu tau. Sebab dia susah sangat nak cakap/jawab bila
aku tanya soalan. I’m gonna remember you as long as I don’t lose my memory :’)</span></span><br />
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Rasa nak nangis pun ada masa dia salam nak balik masa last day tu. Rasa macam
hilang boyfriend. Haha. I’ll try to go there once in a while kalau boleh
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<span lang="EN-GB" style="font-size: 12pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Asalnya nak
update sikit je sebab nak buat separate post on my first day there tapi
terpanjang pulak bila duk ingat balik segala yang dah jadi 3 minggu lepas. I
guess I am happy and sad kot. Sedih sebab terpaksa jauh dengan budak-budak
lepas dah bonding, rapat semua. Happy sebab dapat pengalaman baru (dan hadiah
kekeke) dari budak-budak tu. Sedih jugak sebab tahun depan kena hafal nama-nama
baru pulak TT (minus Waiz, Muhammad, Atif Firash sebab dorang pindah Pasti baru
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the memories and may we get to see each other again after this. Tak jauh pun
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I’ll update another post on my first day there sebab ada pengalaman baru yang
memang first time in my life! Haha. Till then, salam ~</span><span style="font-family: "century gothic" , sans-serif;"><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-86618820473913757832017-09-26T03:32:00.000+08:002017-10-30T03:29:12.174+08:00Keep going, self.For this past month, many things have happened. Be it a happy thing or a sad thing.<br />
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Banyak sangat cerita sebenarnya, tapi disebabkan ketidakrajinan seorang Fathin dan kekangan masa kadang-kadang tu, jadi terlupa dan terlepas masa yang sesuai untuk update kat sini.</div>
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Antaranya adalah part 2 <a href="http://onlypinkies.blogspot.my/2017/07/my-practical-journey-i.html" target="_blank">practical journey</a>, Esham masuk UIA, and review on the free trial aloe vera gel that I got few months ago. lol. sad life. Nasib baik tak berjanji nak update on time atau apa-apalah. Kalau tak, sia-sia kena cop manusia yang tak berpegang pada janji. haha</div>
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So, recently aku rasa macam in needs untuk catat semua benda, atau simpan something dari hidup aku ni untuk aku tengok next time. Be it next year, 5 tahun lagi, 10 tahun lagi atau sebelum aku mati. Mungkin bukan untuk hanya ingat balik memories tu, atau bukan juga untuk bayangkan macam mana keadaan masa tu, just in case...you know. Future, siapa tahu kan. Well, eventhough belum tentu dapat untuk share pada anak cucu (sebab sekarang tak fikir pasal kawen pun. idk. haha), at least I can keep it as a reminder to myself in future.</div>
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Dan sebagai seorang manusia yang pernah dirampas diari beliau oleh pengetua sekolah semasa berada dalam perhimpunan (in 2007 @ 2008 I think, silly betul. Siap tulis pasal tak suka cara cikgu mengajar padahal masa tu baru first time dia ajar , and cikgu tu baca weh aku kritik dia lol) aku taknak dah tulis catatan hidup dalam diari. haha. Now I'm choosing a simpler way to keep it all. </div>
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I wrote them in a very small notebook and make it as simple as I can. Yang bila baca satu word pun dah boleh buat aku ingat kat moment tu. Gituuuu</div>
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And selain dari tulis dalam notebook tu, aku terjumpa satu app ni. Nama dia <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.pione.questiondiary&hl=en" target="_blank">Question Diary</a>.</div>
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Then, dia akan tanya kita satu soalan setiap hari. Kita boleh set reminder nak soalan tu 'datang' pukul berapa. Kiranya kita boleh set reminder untuk dia bagi notification. And yang menariknya, soalan yang sama akan ditanya pada tarikh yang sama, the next year. So, kita sendiri boleh reflect apa yang dah jadi dalam setahun. Apa yang bezanya dulu dengan sekarang, and will the answer still be the same. Setakat baru guna dalam seminggu ni, this app somehow bagi aku berfikir sekejap everyday tentang life dan diri sendiri. Btw, aku taktau siapa yang type soalan-soalan tu sebab ada sekali tu soalan dia dalam bahasa spain (kot). Haha sebab aku tak faham, aku skip soalan tu then lupa nak jawab. Esok tu dia bagi soalan sama lagi, then aku google translate je maksud dia. haha</div>
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Lepas dah slow-slow stabilkan diri sendiri dan ajar diri bahawa semua yang Allah buat tu bersebab bukan saja-saja, I found my peace <span style="font-size: xx-small;">(harapnya berkekalan, ehehe)</span>. Just one thing to be remembered dear self, jangan ikut kepala sendiri sangat., think wise, ask others with experience and don't keep it all to yourself. Mengadu pada Dia dulu sebelum apa-apa, and He will give you the solution insya-Allah. Manusia takkan selalunya ada untuk faham kita, but Allah will always do. Be positive and keep going, self.<br />
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-62838025837559241092017-08-21T15:24:00.001+08:002017-08-21T15:24:12.165+08:00Help, and pray for me<div class="MsoNormal">
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<span lang="EN-GB">Maybe it is
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<span lang="EN-GB">Do you really want to give up just because of this? Do you even think about others? What they did to spread amar ma'ruf nahi mungkar? And you even went crazy over this tiny little things that everyone must have going through, at least once in their life.</span></div>
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-14991975414241787242017-07-20T17:38:00.000+08:002017-07-20T17:51:06.794+08:00My Practical Journey (i)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span lang="EN-GB"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Disebabkan
semalam TERbuat sesi mengimbau kenangan praktikal dengan <a href="http://onefaithfillahi.blogspot.my/" target="_blank">Ziqah</a>, so gatal tangan
aa nak update pasal praktikal dulu. Haha<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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orang kena praktikal kat tempat lain-lain. And semua ada pasangan, ada yang
berdua, ada jugak yang bertiga. Aku of course dengan Esham (esham ni nama
perempuan, bukan lelaki. I have to write this, nanti orang ingat aku sebilik
dengan laki TT). Kitorang berpraktikal kat Science Discoveries Sdn. Bhd,
SDSB to be short. Office tu kat Kelana Jaya. <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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memang <i>excited</i>lah cerita dia sebab yelah, acah-acah <i>independent</i> lah kan sebab duduk jauh dari <i>family</i>, dengan
kawan yang selalu gila-gila pulak. Rasa macam wanita bekerjaya betul (lol!)
masa tu. Tapi <i>nope</i>. Sila jangan berfikir sebegitu ya adik-adik haha. <i>It is not
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kami kat <i>area</i> Pantai Permai, dekat dengan UM, Mid Valley semua tu. Jangan
pertikai kenapa tak sewa kat Kelana Jaya, kang lagi panjang cerita haha. <i>So
yeah</i>, bilik sewa tu serumah dengan tuan rumah, maksudnya, tuan rumah duduk
bahagian bawah. Kami kat tingkat atas. Tuhan jelah tau betapa terliurnya bila
tuan rumah masak sedap-sedap, bau sampai atas weh! Tapi kami kan jenis pemalu
(HAHA!), jarang sangatlah nak menyembang dengan tuan rumah, apetah lagi nak
menyendeng mintak sikit lauk. Pergi makan kedai jelah hari-hari sebab takde
dapur kan. <i>And thank God</i>, kat situ pasar malam dia 3 kali seminggu! Tak payah nak fikir nak <i>order</i>
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sebelum start praktikal, kami saja nak <i>test</i> berapa lama masa dari rumah ke
<i>office</i>. Jadi berkelanalah kami dari rumah sampai ke <i>office. Our daily route for
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setengah jam ke 45 minit kot sehala. <i>Depends on</i> bas cepat ke lambat, and ramai
orang ke tak. And yep, kalau dapat duduk dalam bas/lrt waktu pagi, anda dikira
sangat bertuah. Haha. Selalunya kami akan berdiri je pagi tu, dalam lrt pegang
tiang sebab taknak bagi jatuh, sekali dengan ada sorang <i>uncle</i> ni yang selalu
dari jalan yang sama jugak. Waktu balik tu<i> most of the time</i> dapat duduk sebab
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<!--[if !supportLineBreakNewLine]--><i>Office hour </i>start pukul 9.30 pagi, <i>which is </i>agak lambat, keluar lewat pun takpe kan tapi disebabkan kami ni takut lewat, pukul 7.30 pagi kami dah keluar dari rumah, biasalah budak-budak kan. Takutlah kena marah haha. Selalunya sampai Kelana Square paling awal 8.30 gitu kot, so kitorang akan <i>breakfast</i> dulu kat <i>cafe</i> bawah tu, pastu gi beli stok makanan kat kedai runcit(?) kat bangunan yang sama. Naik atas, bersila depan <i>office</i> tunggu <i>staff </i>yang ada kunci datang bukak. haha. Sambil-sambil tu <i>surf internet</i> jelah sebab <i>wifi office</i> kan lajuuuu haha<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<i>Overall,</i> best praktikal situ walaupun sebulan je sebab lepas tu kena <i>transfe</i>r praktikal kat Melaka pulak <i>handle</i> pameran kat sana. Merasalah macam mana orang KL pergi kerja balik kerja. Dah macam robot rasanya pergi kerja pukul 7.30 pagi, balik kerja 6.30 petang, tak sempat tengok matahari. haha.<br />
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Antara tips untuk yang nak berparktikal :<br />
1) Cari bilik/rumah sewa awal-awal. <b>JANGAN</b> <i>last minute</i>. And sediakan dalam dua ke tiga<i> choices </i>sebab boleh jadi <i>first choice</i> tak kena dengan keadaan kita (dari pengalaman sendiri ni haha)<br />
2. Sebelum start praktikal, <i>check rout</i>e untuk ke tempat praktikal, takdelah kang sesat masa <i>first day</i>.<br />
3) Bawa mangga kunci lebih untuk kunci pintu. Duduk tempat orang, kita tak tahu macam mana kan.<br />
4) Bawak <i>iron </i>sendiri, jangan pinjam bilik sebelah punya <i>iron</i> pulak. (<i>we did this</i>, sebab masa tu tak ambik lagi <i>iron</i> kat rumah Teah haha)<br />
5) Hari cuti, <i>iron </i>terus baju untuk seminggu sebab takut tak sempat pagi-pagi, <i>and</i> <i>trust me</i>, balik kerja mesti penat, tak dan nak <i>settle </i>apa-apa, <i>confirm </i>terus tidur je lepas makan tu.<br />
6) Jangan <i>excited</i> sangat kat tempat orang. Baca apa-apa yang patut masa<i> first day</i> masuk tu. huhu<br />
7) <b>JAGA KEBERSIHAN</b>.<br />
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Insya-Allah <i>next post</i> (taktau bila. hiks) nak <i>share</i> pasal lain pulak. <br />
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<i>Till then</i>, assalamualaikum <i>and have a good day!</i><br />
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-91714407589418154332017-06-30T02:28:00.001+08:002017-06-30T02:28:30.871+08:00I'm fine (ii)<p dir=ltr>Salam and hai.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Pernah tak rasa macam semua benda tengah berserabut tapi kita terpaksa acah tenang dan <i>behave</i> walaupun hati tengah risau tahap tak tahu nak cakap?</p>
<p dir=ltr>Something feels wrong.<br>
Ada benda yang tak kena.<br>
Ada benda yang salah sedang berlaku.<br>
Something wrong, somewhere.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Atau semua ni jadi hanya sebab <i>girls tend to overthinking something?</i> Idk. Asyik rasa risau, gelisah dua tiga hari ni. <i>Mood</i> rajin jangan cakap, dah ke Laut China Selatan agaknya. Bilik adalah dalam 50% je rupa bilik. Tidur pun tunggang terbalik dah waktunya.</p>
<p dir=ltr><i>Naah. Maybe I'm just being overthinking again</i>.</p>
<p dir=ltr><i>Let's trying to sleep, shall we?</i> Mata dah berair, tapi entah kenapa berjaga lagi.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Semoga kembali tenang.</p>
atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-70347680801669791262017-06-23T02:06:00.001+08:002017-06-30T02:17:05.554+08:00Random Thought (i)<p dir=ltr><i>Did you really want to live your life like this?</i></p>
<p dir=ltr>Is this enough?<br>
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atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-61567545260731450632017-06-21T20:04:00.001+08:002017-06-21T20:12:09.141+08:00Kahwin? Wow.<p dir=ltr>Alhamdulillah selepas last post adalah bulan Januari yg lepas, akhirnya seorang Fathin terbukak hati nak update blog. Ada blog rupanya ~~~ �� nasib baik blog tak delete terus kalau tak update berbulan.<br></p>
<p dir=ltr>Dah 26 Ramadhan. Malam ni malam ke 27. Lailatul Qadar? Maybe. Only Allah knows :)</p>
<p dir=ltr>Disebabkan tiga empat hari ni we in LF talked about marriage, sejak dari ibu duk mention "kahwin" for about three times in a night haritu, buat aku berfikir banyak sebenarnya.</p>
<p dir=ltr>I used to say that please don't talk about marriage to me. Or just last two months, I said to my kakak usrah,</p>
<p dir=ltr>"kak, taknaklah kawen. Macam susah je."</p>
<p dir=ltr>And anything related to my disagreement on marriage.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Sebenarnya bukanlah taknak kawen ke apa pun. Cuma sebab rasa tak mampu, tak layak, tak boleh dan segala tak lagilah yang membuatkan aku sangat takut nak fikir tentang benda ni.</p>
<p dir=ltr>What if aku tetap jugak malas kalau dah kawen? Tak rajin nak masak, nak kemas, bangun sesuka hati kejap awal kejap lambat. Sia-sia kau kena pandang enteng dengan mak mertua ��</p>
<p dir=ltr>Tapi tah lah, kadang-kadang at some point, I was like...bahagianya tengok orang dah kawen. Ada kawan yg boleh faham luar dalam and tetap terima kita seadanya (selain dari family), ada yang tolong push bila tengah down, ada yang boleh ajak, bawak pergi program (tanpa fikir nak tumpang sape ehehe).</p>
<p dir=ltr>Kalau cakap tentang kawen, sampai bila-bila tak habis. Tambah dari perspektif orang yang masih bujang ni. Takut itu, takut ini. Berangan itu, berangan ini. Huhu.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Mungkin satu je kot untuk kawan-kawan yang bakal kawen (dan untuk diri sendiri yg tak tau kawen ke idok), apa-apa pun yg kita tak atau belum reti tu, kita boleh belajar. Mak-mak kita pun bukan baru kawen terus power mengemas, memasak, semua tu. Even dari bujang pun, bukan terus jadi habit. Semua start dengan satu paksaan, kan? Slow-slow, even kita ni pun bukan terus kita pandai jalan dari kecik. Jatuh beribu kali dulu, baru pandai. Sampai berlari terus.</p>
<p dir=ltr>Bak kata anum, <br>
takkanlah nok bior laki dok make kea ��</p>
<p dir=ltr>Kisah ape kalau kita gorengkan telur dengan kicap je pun. Kalau lapar, makan jugak kan. Haha. (tapi harap-harap takde sape yg dapat laki yg tak memahami/baran. Wuu mintak dijauhkan kang tak pasal kena maki sebab tak reti masak)</p>
<p dir=ltr>Semoga yang baik-baik saja untuk semua. Ramai betul kakak-kakak nak kawen lepas raya ni. Makan lauk kenduri lah kitaaa.</p>
<p dir=ltr>P/s : hold dulu sesi mencari calon ya, enung ���� </p>
atenmunirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04561785195983762059noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3664852556695376064.post-46273234800134027352017-01-12T21:12:00.001+08:002017-01-12T21:12:41.207+08:00Confusing<div class="MsoNormal">
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Masa untuk adik-adik lepasan SPM, lepasan diploma
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<span style="line-height: 115%;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">I don’t know why it felt somehow overwhelm
setiap kali nampak iklan UPU lalu kat newsfeed facebook ataupun Instagram. Mungkin
sebab <a href="http://onlypinkies.blogspot.my/2016/09/its-long-way-journey-indeed.html" target="_blank">benda yang dah jadi tahun lepas</a>, buat aku jadi serik untuk apply lagi
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tahun ni, dengan keadaan masih tak
bekerja, sumber duit bulan-bulan dari dropship dengan <a href="https://www.instagram.com/bookrelatesbyaten__/" target="_blank">buku-buku preloved </a>yang
masih ada dekat rak je. Luls. Idk. It is a love-hate feeling. Nak sambung
belajar, sebelum rasa tu hilang dari diri sendiri, tapi at the same time well
you know why…money. Haha. Mungkin kalau aku usaha untuk cari kerja yang betul-betul
sesuai dengan jadual, mimpi takkan hanya sekadar mimpi, kan?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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ada, tapi masa buat benda yang dia suka je -.-) </span><o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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dari Tuhan yang Maha Pemurah, semoga semua orang bahagia dalam redha Dia dan
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furious about their UPU’s result? You said you wouldn’t bother to even checking
your result. You are too sure that you will not get any positive result from
the UPU. You said you wouldn’t bother, but your hand unintentionally sends a
message to 15888 at 12 p.m.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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And there comes the message, a different message came in. It wrote <i>“ tahniah
anda berjaya ditawarkan program YB06 di UIAM…”</i> You were speechless while
read that message. Hard to believe you say. It’s UIAM, your dream university.
Rushing to search what is the course’s name everywhere in the internet while
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get it. Asking everyone whether you can change your course if you enter UIAM,
how to do it, what are the conditions and so on. Slightly happy when they say you can change
your course, if and only if you survive first semester with good result with
the course you got.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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that. You know why this happened. And here you are, writing a blog post in the
morning, at home. Not in a university’s hostel.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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bagi kurang dah sedih tu bila bagi course bukan pilihan, kalau dapat Tamadun,
lepas tu tak dapat pegi, mesti lagi selok nangeh.”</i> And I will always
believe, Allah’s plan is always better. There will be hikmah after all. Just
wait and see it soon. Insya-Allah.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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degree this soon, study hard and study smart. Find new knowledge that you can
get at the new place, gain new experience, be friend with strangers and always
be positive in everything you do. Don’t ever feel like giving up. Whenever you
feel like you want to stop studying, remember, there are many of your friends
that want to study but they can’t, at the moment. One of them is here :) Even there will be terrible or great things that might happen in the future to you, fighting! <o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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